its sunday morning now..
everything is fine.. at least, i hope so.
i honestly do not noe wad is truth anymore.
oh fuck dat. to hell with truth. truth is a fuck face vagina bitch waiting to get fucked by millions of gay buffalos.


alrite, shall talk bout wad i did the last two days now..
friday: me n my laogong went out !! we went to marina square to catch the movie SHUTTER. (how mani time do pple in this world wants me to watch dat show?!) and marina square is a fucked up place! me n him spent like half an hour looking for the cinema!! cos they renovating the place.. and we were running around like retards. asking EVERYONE for directions. but we found it eventually. den he brought me to eat some Burger King.. worthless. den headed for the movie.. after the movie, we ain't got nothing else to do.. so we went to suntec to shop. i bought a spongebob water bottle there! U PPLE R GONNA SEE IT IN SCHOOL!!! and he went to carrefour to buy some fucks. i dunno wad is that but it looks senseless to me. den we went to take the MRT.. well well, sighh.. some stuffs happened on the MRT.. and after i went home, i cried from 7 to 12.. =( mind you all! its 7 to 12 ok! 6 hours of crying kills!! den damark, elvin, zhenxiong, ck, pris, all of them .. were kind enough to call me and told me not to be upset.. and assure me AGAIN dat he wasn't such an asshole. sighh..................... den he called me. i cried EVEN MORE. he sae he loves me, blah blah blah. like i said, i dunno wad is truth anymore! aiya, screw dat lah.. =( my heart is really shattered. too bad!


saturday: went out with laogong, priscilla, Ck(her bf), weihao, baoling... its a triple date. 3 couples goin out together. whahahaa. went to bugis... ate some lunch at some V8 movies cafe or something like dat.. den went to ang mo kio to play pool.. den went to BREEKS cafe to eat.. me n laogong was noisy as hell. we were challenging to eat ice-cream and to drink cold water. both of us are sore losers.. we dun wanna admit defeat.. hahaaa. den he fetched me to the MRT station cos i gotta go meet my parents are bugis AGAIN. den my parents brought me to some steakhouse named "Phin's Steakhouse".. yummy food! i told laogong i bringing him dere to eat next time.. but its a fuckin expensive place.. but who careS?!?! good food k.. and i saw AH JAN! by the way, AH JAN is a cushion bear laogong bought for me.. AH JAN is the cutest thing on earth! he sleeps with me, and i cant sleep without it!! theres two type of AH JAN at bugis.. im gonna buy the other type for laogong! so both of us can have AH JAN! anyway, it was laogong who names it AH JAN. =) i love AH JAN more den anything!!!! muacks!


okieee. dat ends it. im goin to my god mummy house to stay liaoo.. love u all.. im still hurt. no matter wad he says.... no matter wad pple says... no matter how u all tell me dat he is just bored and hes just playing.. the fact is, im still hurt.. HURT HURT N HURT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!